*reunion dinner*
sis told me something which really makes sense while writing the last blog..about having steamboat wif mates...she said that y must we write something like diary in blog...and something that we don wish other people to know....make sense rite?? but after think n think.(as usual likes to think n think) i don agree wif her..cos is more difficult to say ur things out n besides that if i pulled a long face..frenz..who read my blog may understand...
yesterday..went to mama's place to had reunion dinner wif her...haiz...really upset...y cant we had together on the 30th lei...haiz...but at least we enjoyed before...but ying had never enjoy it before...this makes me think back like most of the kids have enjoyed happy childhood but ying has never..to me..she's stronger than sis n me...n she's independent..never will i see her cry unless sis beats her up...she's mature as whenever im feeling down or crying in my room n she happened to pop by n i will ask her in n poured everything out to her... all her advices n thinkings are really that mature so here as when she is troubled with things she will 'k''k' (hokkien) come into my room n talk to me..but she wont cry like me..haha..recently..i found that things back to normal..cant tok to sis about my problems...perhaps my timing is not rite or maybe i had been repeating the same things for almost 3 years...its just like whenever i tok to her..she just give me the feeling of not going to listen anymore...just like last time..not understanding..being aggressive..but watever it is, i hope im just being too sensitive...
...see n hear no evil... crazy sisters...hahaha...
mama ordered buffet at her place n we went there...but before going there..i went to chervon to paid up chalet booking fee for sis's 21st birthday...n i was feeling bad on my way to mama's place..cos we're not going to tell her about this chalet..as she was not invited to this chalet...bad! bad!bad! but how can we invite her...all our relative will be going too..this really weird if she's going...n damn it!!! i only managed to book for one day n the next day is fully booked so i cant...all goes to sis lo...ask her to book 1st..keep saying that her frenz gt membership n he's going to book for her..ended up... mailto:#$@&(%$#!! haiz.....when i reached mama's place evrything seems to be ok..but after awhile... that basterd quarrelled wif mama..idiotic one. i didnt know wat happen but sis told me that the way he treats mama reali..$##%^%!! then both sis n mama cried..sis told me that she lied to mama that she cried becos she was framed by that basterd but it wasnt...that....haiz...n grandma was oso another..helping outsider somemore...stupid lo...i gt to make clear im not being rude but she's really someone who always stand by mama's side n worse she was someone who always make things worse one....really...sad...y no one let mama has a day peaceful...just let her enjoy her day can?? around 8 nplus..we 'lou yu shen' haiz..hope everything in this new year goes smoothly n happy for her....
after yesterday... i promised myself..i must work hard n earned lots lots of $$$ cos i want give mama a good life..bring her out of that house...sis n me have a childish thinking that if 1 of us get married now then is good at least can fetch her to stay wif us n our husband..hahahaha...mama promised you to give u gd life but u must be strong ok!!! we'll always be by ur side.....
.:mama n me:. do we look alike??
busy....chinese new year....busy
today...so angry haiz...better not angry...that bitch haiz...reali...ar...wanna change everything that mama had bought..1st she changed bed...vaccum cleaner..n other things as well...reali cant stands her...besides that..she thinks that papa prints $$$ issit!!!! everything wants new things..pillows..then...curtains..for bedsheets is ok lo...but i remembered not everything is neceesary to change wat..like that 'pok' liao lo...n she still dares to ask whether we wash our curtains ..just now sis..ying..papa..me...went down to market..they bought new curtain...so i asked papa..y we don have curtains..thats how we gt our new curtains..in the past i used to think that...oh no..she's buying soo many things so we dont buy helped papa to save some..now!!!! no way!!! we must changed too..y she can have wat she wants rite!!! sickening bitch... just couldnt tolerate her f***ing face...makes me wanna puke...especially..like buying pyjamas...papa will buy new pyjamas for us every year...and know what she got for herself??? the most sexiest one...yucks!!! spoilt the pyjamas...yeeee..*puke* hahaha...ying n me...changed the mat for table n speakers as well..hahahha..know why im laughing...hahah..cos lot of things happened...1st we share the same view of that bitch..n we keep saying about her..n guess my clever mei mei tok back to her when she scold her stupid lo...this sickening bitch lo...f*** her..luckily mei mei is sooo brilliant..hahaha...love u lei...~ EEeee...i noe u gonna sid this when u read my blog rite??..next..is when i clean that display on that speaker i spoilt it..i wiped it too hard liao...then beads came off..n keeps dropping..both of us...wahahhaha..again!!! then is clearing of newspaper..i forget that there is date lo...then i asked her how do i know when wan...then she keeps laughing n giggled...she said my action soo 'tu-tu' n sometimes realli that blurrr...hahaha...she's just that cute..so monkey face dotes on her alot alot..till i jealous lo....
*ying n me...* pretty meimei rite?
signing off...going to help ying pay hp bill liao..
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